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though i do not believe it to be binging, i have eaten a little more than i planned today... but i am not going to be like everyone else :( i have just nibbled. eaten a few things that my body needs. i had a little bit of cheese and a handful of some sesame oatbran stuff. oh well. i know it's okay because i do not feel full or anything at all.

mmm. baby can of tuna. 80 cals. and i didn't even eat all of it! now i am enjoying a nice, hot cup of coffee, watching something on mtv and trying to work on some homework before class. i hope that i can do it today. if i can just get through this day. i guess i have barely even had 100 cals. i don't know what i am going to eat later on today. i think maybe some cream of celery soup! mmm!

hopefully i can get through this day. i finally bitched out my roommate, which led to her little best friend saying that i should have talked to HER not my roomie. how GAY. anyways, i am so sick of this high school drama in COLLEGE. it's ridiculous, and i am sick of living with people who are so immature. next year i will live with my suitemate, kayla, who is AMAZING! i love her to death!

so...3 classes spread out today...i hate it. then i have SO much homework to do tonight...

working towards recovery. or is it being forced into recovery? or will i ever "recover?"

new lj. just for this.

planet earth tonight. latte on the way to clemson to watch it.

starting the challenge tomorrow! it'll be a 200 day..:( i can do it.